Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Pheeeew....deadline after deadline...this weekz been hell, well except for VALENTINES...yum yum...gd dinner, great Food...n PInK pRessies...woo hoo...and of course MY BIRTHDAY to look forward too, then again. I am getting old. Geez. So BdaY gifts have become consolation prizes...." ure getting old, so heres sumthin to cheer u up"..hahahhah...but hey i still look forward coz i'm a baby at heart...i never grew up...yup i mean..juz look at me.. :P
Come to think of it...we're all gonna grow u old n die one day anyway?...ok now i'm being morbid..Its not my fault...juz feel so confused....i'm not getting any younger n i dunno where i'm headed..i mean yeah i'm studyin but u know, i mean ,generally, in life. Haiz...the other day..we were told to sit under trees and pen our thoughts...Of coz i never ended up under a tree (ANTz, yuck) but we went to the art gallery in NIE which is a huge place with a really high ceiling. The staircase was pitch dark and we were guided by the light of...ta-daaa...my trustworthy, user- UNfriendly, fingerprint-identification Pantech phone....sitting there in the silence...Aaaaaaa.....(excuse me while i SCrEAaaaaM)
Cockroach in my room..yuck...damn...we cant find it...so rite imagine 2 grown gals, one of them screamin her lungs out (moi, of cuz) the other, laughing away with a badminton racquet in her hand ( thats u,bev), goin on a hunt for the baby/ another speciese cockroach...hmm we cant decide...there comes a knock on the door...its her bf to the rescue..."huh, wheres the roach? baby one can fly?? so small u can kill rite?" .....NOoooooooooooooo...eeeeeewwwwwwww.......how in d world m i gonna sleep tonite...wat if it lays eggs in my mouth????? Yyyyyucccccck...ok ...think of sumthin else......
......so ya...there we were, sitting in that art gallery...n heres d crap i came up with...
SILENCE....
aaah...silence, indispensable silence
how i welcome u into my mind
Confusion, Confusion
engulfs me each day till each breath feels like a burden on my chest
Why, I ask
To that, I know not
aah...the lush green carpet beneath the ocean-like sky
Such peace and serenity awes me
When, When
was the last time i had u in my life?
Your presence enchants me
aah...the heat, the breeze sweeping by
reminds me of all the warmth i once felt
Gone, Gone
are those moments
Wish i had treasured them
when they were there..
aah..the sounds of laughter and chatter
fills my lonely ears
Loneliness, Loneliness
My heart feels admidst the crowd
it knows no joy..
aah....the tears trickling down my cheeks
how did you some so soon?
Friend, Friend,
You're the only one i have
to come to sooth my fears....
Bwahahahahha.....BEWARE...this is wat Vsh thinks of when she's got nothin to do.wat to do? i'm a wacko...basically, we all had to come up with sumthin, so i did...but to be honest...i think there is some truth in there...never thought i would ever reach to this kinda point in my life. Whichever choice i make, i lose...so wat do i do? haizzz....i know...i'll sleep on it n have a sweet dream (i hope).......
I have/had/will have a dream...
JaAdU a.k.a MaGiC
11:04 PM
*JaaDu Ga|!*
Friday, February 11, 2005
Dreams, dreams and more dreams....haiz ...not a night goes by without me having bizarre and completely out of this world dreams...hahahha.....lala land has been invaded...geez...cant a gal get some decent sleep here? well...anywayz...the past 3 days have been sooo tiring...after pigging out as much as i had, its bound to happen, ice-kachang, ice-cream, chocolates,nuts, chips...less decent meals n more junk...wat can i do, i cant seem to resist temptations, esp FOOD...thats wat i m a JUNKIE n i have dreams of attaining the perfect bod...ya rite. Well, getting back to todays list of "exciting" events- had an 8.30 am MAth class, had a great lunch (thosai-haha), went home, watched Indian Idol (tHats rite, they actually have that!) , ate some chips, slept, woke up, ate dinner n here i am...see eat ,sleep,eat,sleep...N i have to be in Little India by 8.30 am tomz for a Field trIp..like i havent been there b4..that sux, sch sux...n VAlentines...ard the corner..wat will i be doin---having sch till 6.30pm..sooo exciting...ok ok b4 i burts into tears...shall sign off...face it...its complain day for me...
JaAdU a.k.a MaGiC
9:44 PM
*JaaDu Ga|!*
